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Love is our Resistance ♥
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

KamekoChu

Her name is KamekoChu.

This shall be her short and sweet introduction.

These are the little things that make her world go round.


Family. Friends. Kamenashi Kazuya. KAT-TUN. Yamashita Tomohisa. Takuya Kimura. Music. Studies. Cats. Kittens. Chocolate cake. My Handphone. My electone. My japanese Dramas. KAT-TUN concert DVDS. My babies. My lucky ring.KAT-TUN singles. KAT-TUN albums.


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What I dislike can be seen from my facial expressions

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"I want to try to fall in love,
I got a chance but
I gave up before it all started "


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Go Japan
Meet Kamenashi Kazuya
Purchase all of KAT-TUN singles and albums
Own KAT-TUN merchandise
Be a billionaire before I turn 40
Help the world
Get a lot of Kamenashi Kazuya things!
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♥ October 2008
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Sunday, January 18, 2009

I can see the pain living in your eyes 
And I know how hard you try 
You deserve to have much more 
I can feel your heart and I simpathize 
And I'll never criticize 
All you've ever meant to my life 


I don't want to let you down 
I don't want to lead you on 
i don't want to hold you back 
From where you might belong 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to say but goodbye 


You deserve the chance at the kind of love 
I'm not sure i'm worthy of 
Losing you is painful to me 


I don't want to let you down 
I don't want to lead you on 
i don't want to hold you back 
From where you might belong 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to say but goodbye 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to try 
Though it's gonna hurt us both 
There's no other way than to say goodbye 

Goodbye by Air Supply.....

Love songs are wrtitten by people who are seriously in love.. OR soo.. WEll, i wouldn't know, would i? Relationship are nothing to me.. Living a single solo life is much more wider and free.. I wouldn't have to worry what my 'lover' thinks and i wouldn't care at all.. If i think it's right, i do it.. You may hate it, but i don't give a damn. 

Everyone are born to make their own choices.. Even if they can't, someone close or loved will help.. But what if there's no one? What if there is nobody to help me make the choices.. I don't know.. I'm tired of living a life where everything is all planned from the start.. I want to go on, Drive down the road, not knowing where i'm going.. NOt really care.. A life of adventure, a life full of surprises.. It's fucking cool! 

It's like, you are a free soul, willingly to do whatever you like.. Making things without thinking but later regret it.. Well, somehow, if i think back, its not really regret..  

Why not?? I wouldn't care to answer that.. Sometimes, when i think back of all the stupid choices i made, i laughed at myself.. Whatever i had choose, i'm living the consequences now.. I choose to be nice and staying out of trouble, not going out with friends and try to keep a little distance from more people.. Well, i am seriously angry at myself for the stupid choice i made, but, IF time can be turned back, i wouldn't want it to happen at all.. Well, not to Correct my stupid choice, but to let it all passed by.. 

If i really did CAN turn back time, and changed my history, i wouldn't be this girl who i am now.. Yes, i may be happier, but will i be like THIS person who is writing all these? What if i'm the worst person you know, or best of all, the person everyone wish is DEAD .. What if.. WEll, i may never know, yet can't even imagine myself as that.. I love my life now though it's draggy and lack of actions and adventures.. 

I'm not complaining or wat.. I'm just wanting a life to be much more than this.. Well, somehow, people around me kept making me think twice.. Every day is a new day, every day a new adventure approaches us, it's just that whether we want it or not.. IT's our choice, to accept it and go on with the adventure, or just stay with our dull everyday life.. It may not seems big, but little adventures changes the way we think and feel.. Who are these people who made me think twice...

Well, Family and friends.. they are the ones that brought adventures in my life, challenges and loads more.. I'm lucky i have them.. Someone out there, doesn't get what i have, and i should be lucky.. 

I made a right choice when i was younger, though i hate it.. Making the right thing is hard.. But somehow, you feel the great payback in the future.. You just never know.. What is going to happen to ourself.. Maybe one second i'm typing all these, and another, i just drop dead.. Hahas.. Like i said.. The future is a dark dark dark cave.. You never know what's infront of you unless you have a torch along with you.. The torch are your families and friends.. People who guide you through it all.. You may see only a few metres away from where you're standing, but, with the help of the torch, you can see if there's danger beyond you or not...

Life is too full of mysteries and miseries.. To go on living, we had to overcome these.. If not, life is just dull.. These mysteries and miseries makes our life difficult but at the end of the day, we learnt something that is much more bigger than anything else! 

Every choices we made, have their very own little or large consequences.. Choices are made from the heart... IT's either for your own good or others.. Sometimes, life isn't just about yourself.. It's about the people around you too.. The choices you made may be making your life easier, but somehow somewhere, someone is suffering for it.. 

I don't know.. Whatever choice i made, comes a bad ending.. When i'm at the end, i just realised, that the road doesn't stop there.. There's more beyond.. The sky is bluer on the other side, the life and air seems much more peaceful. People waiting for me out there, hands reaching out, trying to help me.. Somehow i know, the choice i made, affects the people around me.. I may be putting them in danger, but somehow or somewhat, they try to help me no matter what .. 

Life is great, in everyone's eyes.  Sometimes we feel it suck big time, but yet, the life we're living is precious.. Too precious.. 

Making the right choice for me is to try to accept myself for who i am.. i know i'm not pretty and sometimes, i hate myself for it.. But, this is who i am.. I can change that, but, i wouldn't know what else i changed apart from appearance..!! Maybe my whole mindset about everything.. 

Trying to love myself..
Rabiahtul Adawiyah Tay binte Jefri...


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Kamenashi Kazuya♥WiyahTay
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