Where can he be? Is he on his way? Did he wake up late? Well, it's the first time ever, he's late. He had never been late for any of our dates before, but today, it's different. He wanted to meet me, to tell me something, but what is it? The urgency in his voice when he asked me to meet him, it was something.. But i can't put my finger into it.

I waited and waited. Cars zoomed by, people walking by, looking at me questioningly. "Why is this girl sitting here in the middle of a rainy night?" Well, they don't have to say it out loud. Their faces already did show it all. Oh how i wish he could quicken his steps and meet me soon. Oh how much i hate waiting! Where are you, my dear..

I stood up, looking at the sky. It's gonna rain all night, and if i don't get home soon, I'm dead meat! Daddy hates it when I'm late and Mommy is going to start her stupid nagging once more. Oh, what a life at home. How i wish i would just get out of that house and never come back. The feeling is so strong. What would it be like if he and i live together? Wouldn't life be amazing? Two people in love living under the same roof, sleep in the same bed, watch the same TV and eating at the same dinner table? Life would be great.

Thinking bout the future of mine and his always make me lost count of time. I shook my head and looked forward. I became agitated and turned to the seat and sat again. I looked at my birthday gift, a couple watch he bought for me a few weeks back, and smiled. Oh how much he cared. Again, i left myself imagining bout us again. What would life be if he's not by my side? 

The night turned noisy all of a sudden. The song "Your Call" played loudly and pulled me back to the dark life of reality. I sighed and picked the call without looking at the receiver. 

"Hey dummy. Where are you? I've been waiting for you for almost half an hour and where are you now? I'm getting tired of waiting. If you're not here in...."i smiled, saying all these when..

"Um.. Hello, I'm sorry, but are you Ms Jane?" the voice on the other end speak in an alert voice.

"Uh, yeah! Who are you??" I asked questioningly. Did Amy passed my number to another guy again? How dare she? She passed my number to every guy that asked for her number. Most guys are rejects. And she only kept the hot ones to herself. Well, why should i care bout all these? I have a freaking hot boyfriend.

"I'm sorry, Ms. But do you have any relation to Mr. Shawn?"he asked me, even more alert then before.

"Yes, he's my boyfriend. Who are you exactly?" I asked, having a bad feeling bout the news I'm about to get.

"If you're standing, please sit," he said calmly. The voice sounds hot and Woohoo! Who the hell is this guy? Is he pranking me?

"I'm sitting. What the HELL is going on?" i shouted on the phone, causing a couple dating near the bus stop end.

"I'm sorry to say but Mr Shawn was involved in a car accident on his way to meet you. He didn't make it and was dead when ambulance came," the guy said,  his voice calm as an angel.

I was stunned. I didn't move a single muscle. My eyes started to get teary and the whole world started to spin really really fast. "Where in the world is he?" i shouted on the phone. 

The whole world turned dark and.........................