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Love is our Resistance ♥
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

KamekoChu

Her name is KamekoChu.

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These are the little things that make her world go round.


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"I want to try to fall in love,
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Sunday, April 12, 2009



It was the day before Good Friday itself. Well, the day didn't started out good and didn't really end great. Well, what i learned that day is life isn't really fun in the end. Fairy tales are just nightmares. Parents should be restricted from telling them to kids cause the ending may sound nice and great, but well, it isn't. Life is never life Fairy tales and well, i won't tell my kids fairy tales. Haha, why? Cause life is just plain mean. It never really have a good ending or a great start. There's always a good news then comes the bad news. Good? Well, that's my life. i  don't really care if your life is not like mine, cause well, mine is just my own boring storybook.. 

Continuing my lame pathetic chapter of my life. It wasn't what i called a pleasant day. I received a call while hearing a song while doing my malay letter writing. I was sharing the earpiece with rad when suddenly my phone rang. It was a NO NUMBER, i accepted and it was Amir. I asked him if he was really meeting me today, then he said to me to meet him at Tanjong Pagar- if im not wrong. Correct me yeahh!

Well, ok, the call didn't last long and soon enough, the song: HARDSTYLE SEX was playing again. Rad became energetic and was REALLY REALLY into writing the letter!  Hahaha..
Well, the day was hoorible and i was REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING AMIR. But as usual, i don't want to get my HOPE up high cause i know in the end he will call and said: CANCEL! Well, it wasn't a shocked when it happened. 

I was in the toilet, putting my contact lens and well, cursing the whole damn world about it. When i heard my phone rang. I rushed like a mad woman and well , i got a messaged from Amir. He told me he can't meet me cause something is on at home. Well, i should be honest, i could already see it coming. I didn't really grieve i just continue putting my contact lens and cursing everything! Wahahahah! 

I was disappointed at the same time bored. I on the computer and logged into my facebook. WEll, suddenly the damn phone started ringing the freaking irritating song. I looked at the screen and saw AMIR'S name.. Well, i was mad at the same time wanting to picked up the call. I accepted it with anger and desperation in my voice.

Turned out he forgot to take his KEYS at the door. Well, he had to rush back and take it. Wahahha. Well, he said if i still want to meet him. I could come down to Pasir Ris. Well, it was no big deal for me cause i was to be at TAMPINES mall that night. So, yeah. I rushed there. I had already changed into the dumbest clothes ever. Well, i took off the dress i was wearing until i received the news he wasn't coming. My loss. DAMN IT!

Well, in the train. I just put on my shades and listen to the same song repeatedly over and over again. I was going mad and i didn't really care. My heart was beating 20 times faster the normal rate and  i was going mad. I love the idea of meeting him but well, I'm nervous. Hey, IT"S AMIR! 

I was sitting miserably when i got a call from him. Well, he asked where  i was and said i was still faraway. Well  he asked me to call when i reached there. Well, ok. I put down the phone. Then suddenly, i took my phone and messaged him whether he is bringing anyone. 

He called again, and said he's bringing Fir.  Well, ok.. No comment.. Skip this wholle part

The story is ok soo far rites..

ok.. Hmm.. WEll, i was at the tampines MRT station when i called and messaged him. I reached Pasir ris and waited for 30 minutes max and got really anxious. Stupid things kept playing in my mind. Did he stood me up. WAT THE FUCK. Well, as usual, at times like this, there's only one person i would call and complain and the only person who knows what to say to calm me down..

Haha, well, i walked to the 7/11 and bought myself my all time fav MILK TEA and well, continued waiting like an idiot. Finally he came. Well, he was with his friend. And the moment he saw me, he told me to come along,  we are taking the bus. Dumbly, i followed, talking to rad on the phone as i was ignored by him and his friend. OK, don't care..

Was at the interchange when i exchanged goodbyes with my sweetie honey. I stood beside him while waiting for the bus, 15. He asked if i was alone, sarcastically i replied: NOPE, I got 10 other people with me. They are walking slowly..

Well, we talked a little and well, FOR THE FIRST TIME, i got nervous like mad. I donno what to say and everything that came out from my mouth sounds wrong. Amir, he doesn't look like the guy i met on that very saturday. This guy is different. He's not the amir i went out with..

The bus came. Well, he sat with his friend and well, i sat alone at the seat in front of his. The journey was far and well, i fell asleep twice, awakened by the stupid noise in my stomach. haha, well, we got down soon after at tampines, and his friend wasn't with us. We talked and walked for quite some time.. I joked around and he kept laughing. Well, life is great rites. Haha, i always felt that way. haha, life...
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He mimicked me and well, i chased him and strangle him. haha, those memories. Well, we reached his sister's house sooner than i expected. His 3 Nieces were at the door and shouted:
UNCLE ADER GIRLFRIENd - billion times

hahas, it was awkward.. Haha.. Well, i stood outside while he went inside for awhile. I talked to his nieces and well, THEY ARE ADORABLE.!! haha.. They made some cranky jokes when we were leaving together and well, we walked again and walked..

Took some photos and laughed about everything. He went to an OLD FOLKS HOME and well, I'M SERIOUSLY TOUCHED. Hmm.. Well, ok.. On with the story..  He carried my bag cause i was too lazy to carry it. He told me he liked it and wanted to borrow it Well.. NOPe! LATER MY SAYANG MARAH! WAAHAHAHAHA!

WEll, skip to the part while we were waiting for the bus,. I just found out something bout him. Haha, don't feel like talking bout it. He poked me and i got irritated. haha, well, we walked slowly to the bus until i realised my wallet wasn't with me. haha.. Funny. I rushed  and searched my bag for it. Haha, he was waiting patiently while i was stressing bout my wallet. 

We took the bus and sat at the back. Him next to me. Well, we talked and well, he ransacked my bag asking bout everything. He took my gatsby and sprayed on himself. Haha, i sprayed some on myself and haha.. We talked crap and i donno. He leaned on my shoulder but DAMN! A stupid bump spoiled the moment Hahas..

he sent me to the Tampines mall traffic light. I couldn't get to say a proper goodbye and well, seriously i was crazy bout kissing him on the cheeks. DAMN PEOPLE PUSHING US APART! FUCK YOU! Haha, joking. well, we didn't really say goodbye the way i wanted.. Hmm.. Disappointed. He was late for his practice bcos of me.. I feel guilty..

At night, the large news came to me. It was the worst news ever. HE IS ATTACHED! Well, congrats my dear friend. Ok, that saturday, you laughed when i said your GF would be jeolous and mad cause she wasn't with us. You gave me a look and laughed at me saying you are single. Ok, maybe 3 weeks.. Anything can happened. I FORGOT THAT FACT! DAMN!

Ok, it's alright. You don't really like me with many guy friends, if i am not mistaken. OK, i don't really care anymore.. OK, spending a whole day with you, you could at least tell me you're attached. COME ON.. I am really disappointed..

My holiday was spoiled, THANX! I really really really liked him. My friends asked me to move on, and well, my BFFs and CBFF were disappointed and they really helped. Thanxx guys. I love you loads. You know what's the best for me and well, you never hide it away. haha..

2009. What a worst year. ON chinese new year holiday: I BROKE UP WITH YUSOF
GOOD FRIDAY: AMIR IS ATTACHED
I wonder what SPECTACULAR NEWS I WOULD RECEIVED ON MY BIRTHDAY.. Maybe my ROMEO GOT DROWNED! Thanxx..

Life already sucks, and well, i'm grieving now. Ok, maybe when the real disaster comes, i would be smiling away. Believe me, its no joke. 

Friends just stay as friends. Nothing more to it. Forget the feelings. Forget those moments. Forget those things he told me and forget every lies. Forget him from my  life. 

I'm tired of lying to myself. I can't forget him.. Not yet..


Welll a message to amir:
HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL AGAIN! HAVE FUN AND WELCOME BACK! 

Kamenashi Kazuya♥WiyahTay
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