When you feel happy, I felt gladWhen you feel worry, I felt sad
When you feel stress, I feel depress
What you feel, I felt twice as much as you do
So, always smile, a lot of love from me to you.. Love you
A sweet message from Zulkirman. Aww. Haha, thanks Zul, I'm touched! haha!
This is what i found out. It wasn't Amir who had been prank calling me these days. Poor Amir, he's innocent. How can i say all those things and felt really down because of some IDIOTS no LIFE bastards kept making the prank calls and acted as a bunch of MOTHER FUCKING IDIOTS! Wah ! Soo damnly low life idiots. Seriously, get a life. At least my phone pranks doesn't go 6 days straight. DAmn you people. I was mad at Amir for your stupid doings! Damn YOU!! CURSE YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!
Sianxx... Oh how much i miss Amir. He called me on Friday while i was in the toilet at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Hm.. He just woke up and wanted to bath cause he's meeting a friend. Damn, i love you still Amir. of course, Love you as a friend, like i love all my girlfriends, boyfriends and close buddies. Well, Amir dear, i miss you! If you're actually reading this, CALL ME! I MISS YOU! CALL ME!! AIYO! MEET ME LARHH!
I'm utterly disappointed with what is going on in my life. My parents hate the way i am now, i don't change a bit. I'm just being more TEENAGE like. Come on, I'm turning 16 soon, you guys don't expect me to still play barbie dolls and tea party with teddy bears! Come on, on the phone with my friends, i actually feel more alive. With you guys, i feel dead. You guys don't really like my ways, and so do i. I am getting bored of being older than i am. I want to behave like a real teenager behave, and of course i know there's always a limit to everything.
Come on, give me my life. You guys always make me choose between family and friends. Who does that? Parents OUGHT to be proud that their kids are actually socially active and not SEXUALLY active! Aiyoo! There's a large gap between them! Come on.. Wake up man! I'm sick and tired behaving like a kid and at the same time an adult. Can't i just be in between of this fucking two lives? DAMN!
Ok, my parents hates the way i behave now. Hey, i don't get myself into many shits! I pass my tests, i studies, i never got detention or suspension before, never did i smoke, drink or drugs or involved in a fight. I am not naughty until it's beyond help, I know what's best for me, because i know the limits!!
So, OK fine, they wanted me to not OPEN my FUCKING BIG MOUTH every time we are out together because to them, whenever my mouth is opened, CRAPS come out. COME ON! Whose doesn't?! So, here's the thing. I'm gonna be someone not me with them. I'll be an idiot, keeping quiet, walk like a stupid mother fucking ass and just say Oh, OK, UH.. at their faces when they talk to me. Earpiece in my ears and WOW. THE WHOLE WORLD IS JUST MY SONGS! DAMN U !! HAHAHAHA!
Well, As usual, i am WHO i am in front of my friends. Can't my family ever accept that I'm growing up. I'm not becoming bad, I just want to have fun. That's all. Adulthood is SHIT and well, i want to enjoy before more shits enter my life. DAMN IT! CAN'T I JUST??!!
My dearest Sayang have been kinda weird with the BALADO thingi. RAD! STOP LARHHH.. HAhahahaha, you're scaring me oii! Hahahahahaha.. What to do.. You always my sayang.. Ah Ah AH! Hahahahahah!
IM LOVING FACEBOOK! I love all the guys there.. most hotstuffs and well, who cares! They are all freaking weird with the WHO ARE YOU, DO I KNOW YOU questions, but still, most of them aren't rejects! WOOOTS!
I miss you Amir.. I really do. I don't know why we're like in different worlds, just that, i miss you as my friend, boy. Meet me up soon yeahh!!
Kamenashi Kazuya♥WiyahTay
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